I know that when kundalini moves in me, she is sacred and not dangerous; she is alive, and so am I.
My sexuality, my healing prowess, and my abundant energies are all part of the same gift of the the Goddess in my sacred body.
The body is more than a sensual receptor, more than a physical vehicle, it is an instrument of superconscious awareness with a direct line to the soul. Vicki Noble
That quote by Vicki Noble’s took me back to when I first began to experience my own kundalini energy, I was 41 at the time. In those days I was learning to embrace the Goddess energies of, Earth,Water,Wind and of course Fire.
Dancing in the deserts of Southern California with a tribe of wild women, I was assisted by these spirit sisters toward understanding my kundalini energy, something unfamiliar to me was emerging, my own inner power. I did not understand the power of this energy at that time, but that would soon change, and so would my life.
I fully enjoyed the juicy-ness of how good it made me feel, and I told myself that there was no need for concern, as I felt in complete control of myself . Reflecting back , I chuckle as I realize how naive’ I was about the whole concept.
Years later during my first encounter with Ayahuasca, the sensual serpent of kundalini rose like a tidal wave within me. It was a great feeling to have the sex drive of my early 20’s smack me in my first chakra. As a seeker of super conscious states of awareness, Ayahuasca is for me a tool I use when diving deep into my soul. This is indeed sacred work and is not to be taken lightly. I do not get to pass “GO” and I do not get to “COLLECT 2 hundred dollars” but I do get to go directly to “FIX YOUR LIFE” and pay the rent!
I was becoming a vessel of ancient power, Ayahuasca was dissolving my ego, so that my vessel could become more fluid and flexiable. Expressing my sexual needs had little to do with my need for relationships. But it had everything to do with my manifesting cosmic energy while on this Earth walk through life.